Triple Platinum Record Level
Registered: Nov 2003
Location: Behind the sun
Originally posted by PinkisItalian
Hey babe...well...I'm writing to you crying now...I have a such big chest pain and it won't let me sleep tonight.I'm listening to your music now...weird but true...it helps me to try to forget about all.The worst thing is that I feel very alone too...what to do now?It's so sad when near the ''body-pain'' you get the psycological one.Why all this?I wish I could be able to stop all it,I can't anymore,plus today I found my mum crying because of all he stress I'm giving to her with my problems.I don't wanna make anybody sad anymore...I don't wanna feel just a ''something'' and not a ''somebody''...if you know what I mean.My friends(?),the few I have,keep telling me to hold on,to be strong and I can go though all.When they tell me that I smile and feel strong,but after a while I realize it's not true...I'm too small and the world is too big(as Avril says).Look...the only thing I can do now is write here,nobody to talk on the phone,NOBODY.Just tell me if this is fair...whatever...thanks for listening,thanks for your music,thanks for the forum(which means so much for me).
THANKS FOR BEING ALIVE!
If you feel like, PM me too girl!!! And don't give it up hun.
*wishes you a lot of happiness*
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