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Well I don't think your schizophrenic, these people actually hear an ongoing voice, but I know how you feel one minute it's good next minute it's bad, but in reality nothings changed!
I'm a strong beleiver in doing what makes you happy. If someone is getting on your nerves don't be around them, if you want some cake have it. If you need a day off take it, go to the movies, listen to music have a bath, it's a difficult time for some more than others. It's different each time for me somtimes nothing changes or somtimes I get debilitating pains and headache like nobody could understand. But because it's not every time I just forget about it! Something I find that helps is if you eat a lot of protein during these days it fules your body and makes it easier



Uhhh, do you have to take pills for your pains? You're right about that. It helps so much to do what you need to do rather force yourself and do whatever you have planned and feel grumpy and restless.

I'm stable as a rock three weeks and litterally not much can get me out of balance emotionally. And then there's that week with every emotion you could ever imagine just flying around punching you like a boxing glove and making fun of you and you can't really catch it and put it down it just keeps going on and on, basically. And I can handle it, but I just don't like it. And it's just private. To friends I am just mostly short, calm and not as up and happy as I usually am. At work I don't even notice it during that week. But it's like a nervous feeling starts automatically when I get off work, lol. Then the only thing I wanna do is be alone, have a bath, eat fat and carbs (definitely not protein, haha) like cheetos or pizza and drink wine and cry to movies and listen to sad songs, and feel miserable about myself and my life, and cry because there's a cute dog in a video on Facebook. Whaaa whaaa. The other day my friend called me in the middle of a huge cry moment I had and she was like what happened why are you crying I'm like nothing whaa whaaa, but I was sad at the same time, haha. And when I've done that for some time I get happy again as if nothing. I on the other side rarely or never have stomach aches, headaches or back pains etc like I hear people do. So maybe I'm lucky, but it sure feels like it's gone worse mood wise. Or maybe I'm just more aware now. Or maybe I am just still hurt and I don't wanna admit it. I donno. Even though I know it's just PMS week it still sucks because I feel so friggin alone in this at the time.

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Cancer? That's what I first thought you meant when I read your post.
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Damn. Im sorry. Do you wanna talk about it?

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Damn. Im sorry. Do you wanna talk about it?
I don't have conformation yet... By the time they ever get me into the specialist and all the tests I'll be dead lol... So far I've only had one day where I lost it and I mean completely lost my shet but surprisingly I've kept it together well. I've been keeping myself distracted so I don't dwell on it. Either way if that's not what it is it's still something serious and to top it off they found that my thyroid is jacked too... On the bright side it's helped my relationship with my mother tremendously thank you

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Uhhh, do you have to take pills for your pains? You're right about that. It helps so much to do what you need to do rather force yourself and do whatever you have planned and feel grumpy and restless.

I'm stable as a rock three weeks and litterally not much can get me out of balance emotionally. And then there's that week with every emotion you could ever imagine just flying around punching you like a boxing glove and making fun of you and you can't really catch it and put it down it just keeps going on and on, basically. And I can handle it, but I just don't like it. And it's just private. To friends I am just mostly short, calm and not as up and happy as I usually am. At work I don't even notice it during that week. But it's like a nervous feeling starts automatically when I get off work, lol. Then the only thing I wanna do is be alone, have a bath, eat fat and carbs (definitely not protein, haha) like cheetos or pizza and drink wine and cry to movies and listen to sad songs, and feel miserable about myself and my life, and cry because there's a cute dog in a video on Facebook. Whaaa whaaa. The other day my friend called me in the middle of a huge cry moment I had and she was like what happened why are you crying I'm like nothing whaa whaaa, but I was sad at the same time, haha. And when I've done that for some time I get happy again as if nothing. I on the other side rarely or never have stomach aches, headaches or back pains etc like I hear people do. So maybe I'm lucky, but it sure feels like it's gone worse mood wise. Or maybe I'm just more aware now. Or maybe I am just still hurt and I don't wanna admit it. I donno. Even though I know it's just PMS week it still sucks because I feel so friggin alone in this at the time.



For the pains inside I take painkillers, they sometimes help, for the pains in my head painkillers don't work, I need a dark quiet room, and to lie down and close my eyes, sometimes my head hurts so much I cry, not because I'm getting emotional about it just because the pain is the worst pain you can't imagine unless you've had it, but I have to try try try my best to not cry, because everyone knows even a little headache feels worse when you do cry!


I think you may still be hurting d, things like 2017 for you are not easy, it takes time they say it really take half the time of a relationship to get over it, 6 months takes 3 months year takes 6 months, I belive that you know your truly ready to be "over it, " when you find the right person

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Uhhh, do you have to take pills for your pains? You're right about that. It helps so much to do what you need to do rather force yourself and do whatever you have planned and feel grumpy and restless.

I'm stable as a rock three weeks and litterally not much can get me out of balance emotionally. And then there's that week with every emotion you could ever imagine just flying around punching you like a boxing glove and making fun of you and you can't really catch it and put it down it just keeps going on and on, basically. And I can handle it, but I just don't like it. And it's just private. To friends I am just mostly short, calm and not as up and happy as I usually am. At work I don't even notice it during that week. But it's like a nervous feeling starts automatically when I get off work, lol. Then the only thing I wanna do is be alone, have a bath, eat fat and carbs (definitely not protein, haha) like cheetos or pizza and drink wine and cry to movies and listen to sad songs, and feel miserable about myself and my life, and cry because there's a cute dog in a video on Facebook. Whaaa whaaa. The other day my friend called me in the middle of a huge cry moment I had and she was like what happened why are you crying I'm like nothing whaa whaaa, but I was sad at the same time, haha. And when I've done that for some time I get happy again as if nothing. I on the other side rarely or never have stomach aches, headaches or back pains etc like I hear people do. So maybe I'm lucky, but it sure feels like it's gone worse mood wise. Or maybe I'm just more aware now. Or maybe I am just still hurt and I don't wanna admit it. I donno. Even though I know it's just PMS week it still sucks because I feel so friggin alone in this at the time.



I'm not quite a nurse, Dani. I still have to take my license exam next month-- and pass it. But what you're describing here sounds like PMDD to me. It's like PMS with extra topping. They have a seriously "dead week and half" issue every month. The issue is hormonal overdrive. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. There are treatments, though. Maybe you can talk to your physician about PMDD? Not trying to pry. Just wondering...

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I don't have conformation yet... By the time they ever get me into the specialist and all the tests I'll be dead lol... So far I've only had one day where I lost it and I mean completely lost my shet but surprisingly I've kept it together well. I've been keeping myself distracted so I don't dwell on it. Either way if that's not what it is it's still something serious and to top it off they found that my thyroid is jacked too... On the bright side it's helped my relationship with my mother tremendously thank you


Aw. I'm so sorry, Christy. Honestly, I am. I know this is ****ty to say the least. I'm glad you are getting along with your mother, but bonding over a crisis is extremely hard. Do want to talk? Are you on Facebook? If we find each other, we could do messenger. It's up to you.

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I dont know why everybody has ignored you but tell me about this dude and his usage of the word that accurately describes your gender, more or less
btw Tommy I forgot to say I love your hateful azz

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Aw. I'm so sorry, Christy. Honestly, I am. I know this is ****ty to say the least. I'm glad you are getting along with your mother, but bonding over a crisis is extremely hard. Do want to talk? Are you on Facebook? If we find each other, we could do messenger. It's up to you.
thank you, I'll message you a link to my profile... Not sure how much I'm ready to talk (besides it could just be one hellava reality check) you know the thing about my mother was that's what made me lose it... So, I just left the Dr appt I had after leaving the ER. Sitting in a crowded waiting room of the testing facility, I'm trying to process what I was just told.. And the Dr told me in a f'ed up way... Kinda like ohh btw you have cancer sucks to be you.. As it sinks in I'm thinking this can't be real and if it is how am I going to tell my mom. All I could think of was her.. and how shetty she's going to feel for being horrible to each other (like I don't want her to have that kind of regret). . Anyway long story short we haven't argued once, not even close... This is all very personal so I'll probably heavily edit or delete this later hahaha

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your pm box is full... But my username cervin stands for my real name

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I'm not quite a nurse, Dani. I still have to take my license exam next month-- and pass it. But what you're describing here sounds like PMDD to me. It's like PMS with extra topping. They have a seriously "dead week and half" issue every month. The issue is hormonal overdrive. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. There are treatments, though. Maybe you can talk to your physician about PMDD? Not trying to pry. Just wondering...


Yeah I Googled that after I talked to a friend and she said that it sounded like I had that. The only thing I remember reading was that it happens usually to people who grew up with an alcoholic father and a controlling mother and that you get it around 30-40 ish and most likely it will lead to a depression after 10 years if not cured. Jackpot! I kind of don't like meds, I rarely ever even take regular painkillers. I donno, I guess I'll have to think it through. But thanks for heads up! ♥

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your pm box is full... But my username cervin stands for my real name


Why is my pm box full? I haven't used it in years!!! hahahaha

Ok. I'm emptying it. But Cervin is still how you show up on Facebook?

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For the pains inside I take painkillers, they sometimes help, for the pains in my head painkillers don't work, I need a dark quiet room, and to lie down and close my eyes, sometimes my head hurts so much I cry, not because I'm getting emotional about it just because the pain is the worst pain you can't imagine unless you've had it, but I have to try try try my best to not cry, because everyone knows even a little headache feels worse when you do cry!


I think you may still be hurting d, things like 2017 for you are not easy, it takes time they say it really take half the time of a relationship to get over it, 6 months takes 3 months year takes 6 months, I belive that you know your truly ready to be "over it, " when you find the right person




Oh crap. That sounds painful!!! Isn't that migraine?

Yeah, it's been 6 months now so I should be fine and parts of me thinks I am and then I go try to see someone and all I can think is that I don't wanna let myself feel because I wanna be sure that the other person is feeling something too and not just using me so I end up just feeling uncomfortable because I'm a feeling person otherwise. So I just realized I'm not ready. Not even close to be ready.

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Yeah I Googled that after I talked to a friend and she said that it sounded like I had that. The only thing I remember reading was that it happens usually to people who grew up with an alcoholic father and a controlling mother and that you get it around 30-40 ish and most likely it will lead to a depression after 10 years if not cured. Jackpot! I kind of don't like meds, I rarely ever even take regular painkillers. I donno, I guess I'll have to think it through. But thanks for heads up! ♥


Oh, geez. You know how much I hate to bring people bad news.... I now wish I hadn't ...I dunno. It's just-- Dani, I'm sorry.

You know I'm still here, and you can contact me about whatever.

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I don't have conformation yet... By the time they ever get me into the specialist and all the tests I'll be dead lol... So far I've only had one day where I lost it and I mean completely lost my shet but surprisingly I've kept it together well. I've been keeping myself distracted so I don't dwell on it. Either way if that's not what it is it's still something serious and to top it off they found that my thyroid is jacked too... On the bright side it's helped my relationship with my mother tremendously thank you


I don't know what to say. Try stay strong and don't be afraid to keep your mom close in this. Lets wait for the test results before assuming anything! ♥

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