Registered: Mar 2004
Originally posted by *CiaraDublin89*
Well I don't think your schizophrenic, these people actually hear an ongoing voice, but I know how you feel one minute it's good next minute it's bad, but in reality nothings changed!
I'm a strong beleiver in doing what makes you happy. If someone is getting on your nerves don't be around them, if you want some cake have it. If you need a day off take it, go to the movies, listen to music have a bath, it's a difficult time for some more than others. It's different each time for me somtimes nothing changes or somtimes I get debilitating pains and headache like nobody could understand. But because it's not every time I just forget about it! Something I find that helps is if you eat a lot of protein during these days it fules your body and makes it easier
Uhhh, do you have to take pills for your pains? You're right about that. It helps so much to do what you need to do rather force yourself and do whatever you have planned and feel grumpy and restless.
I'm stable as a rock three weeks and litterally not much can get me out of balance emotionally. And then there's that week with every emotion you could ever imagine just flying around punching you like a boxing glove and making fun of you and you can't really catch it and put it down it just keeps going on and on, basically. And I can handle it, but I just don't like it. And it's just private. To friends I am just mostly short, calm and not as up and happy as I usually am. At work I don't even notice it during that week. But it's like a nervous feeling starts automatically when I get off work, lol. Then the only thing I wanna do is be alone, have a bath, eat fat and carbs (definitely not protein, haha) like cheetos or pizza and drink wine and cry to movies and listen to sad songs, and feel miserable about myself and my life, and cry because there's a cute dog in a video on Facebook. Whaaa whaaa. The other day my friend called me in the middle of a huge cry moment I had and she was like what happened why are you crying I'm like nothing whaa whaaa, but I was sad at the same time, haha. And when I've done that for some time I get happy again as if nothing. I on the other side rarely or never have stomach aches, headaches or back pains etc like I hear people do. So maybe I'm lucky, but it sure feels like it's gone worse mood wise. Or maybe I'm just more aware now. Or maybe I am just still hurt and I don't wanna admit it. I donno. Even though I know it's just PMS week it still sucks because I feel so friggin alone in this at the time.
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