Registered: Mar 2004
Originally posted by blackrosefore
That's me, most every day. No. I'm not going to diagnose myself with depression...but I see a lot of depressing things when I am a nurse. The news about the world depresses me further. And I can't shake the foreboding thoughts of the world ending with me having to watch it go bye-bye...
So, I'm sorry you're down.
That sounds bad. Are you happy with your work or would you wanna do something else that would make you feel better? Cheer up ♥
Maybe I'm depressed? But how can I be so ***king up and happy 80% of the time? And 30% of the time I'm below the ground in a deep friggin hole don't know how to climb back up and I don't see the light at all, but I know it's there. It's weird. Maybe I've developed bipolarity or something similar As you said, not gonna diagnose myself either. Not that I know much about these personality types at all but loool. Or maybe it's just normal to feel up and down. I mean there is probably one or five reasons for it, for me at least. But on the other side, I've always been up and down, high and low on energy and all that, so the only difference is that the highs are higher and the lows are lower. I guess. I've always kinda turned the bad into the good somehow and tried to see the best in everything even the bad, now when it's bad, it's just bad. Nothing else. Maybe I've just given up
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