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Registered: Sep 2004
Originally posted by freakunleashed
I know I shouldn't rush in categorizing myself but with time, I realized that i was either Bi or lesbian. It all started last year when a "friend" of mine started spreading rumors (at that time) that I was bi. That seriously got me thinking of who i am. Looking back, I realized that I've been a tomboy all my life, i never liked dresses or skirts, I didn't play with dolls but soccer with the guys and stuff like that.
Finally, I knew I was at least Bi because I thought Natasha Bedingfield was stunning (this was last year). Ofcourse, this subject is taboo in my country cuz it's an Islamic one and people here make it way too complicated. The people are abnormally narrow-minded here to an unbelievable point. I'm glad I'm in an American School, it makes communication a lot easier than if I was in a Moroccan one.
Earlier this year, I said to myself "WTH screw this I'm just gonna have to say it, whether people accept me for it or not. Afterall, this is when the "hypocritical friends" take their own way". And so I did, and I found out that people took a loot more with an open attitude. They've finally realized that if you're lesbian/gay/bi u don't necessarily change who u are, it's just who u choose to love.
Though I'm 14, I am in love with an older woman (probably in her late 20s). She's a secretary in our school. There's something about her beyond beauty that I just can't put in words (she's not Moroccan btw). But anyways, i can't fins anyone my age and afterall, they're all the same..
That's my story
aww. that's great that they are more open minded then you expected! I think our generation is with this a lot better and more open minded. it's not easy to be in love with someone lot older really don't know how to give advice to you on that one! just follow your heart and I hope you won't get heartbroken, maybe you'll find someone else. and I''ve never met anyone in my age either that would amaze me!! I also really fancy someone older *blush*
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